ashie16-holden

Hello my name is Ashley Carlone Holden and i am 15 years old. My b-day is December 10th 1989 , i was born in Brampton Ontraio. I have black hair and brown eyes.I had to get surgery when i was three years old because i had a hole in my heart, my mom was so scard about the surgery because they had to stop my heart and i had to be hooked up to a mashine to help me stay alive while they where doing the surgery. The hole was the size of a Nickle. Heres another story, i was on my sisters back and she slipped and banged my tooth on the dresser, and it got drove up to my gums. Ever sence i was born i had a mild case of cerbale palsey. People think i can't do things because i am different then them, but they are wrong, i can do just as much as they can. Such as, I can walk up stars,play sports, and even swing on the swings and slide down the slide at the play ground. I can even skate well. So if you are one of those people who think i can't do things just because of my disability, please don't think it because its not true. Sure i may have this problem, and sure i may not bealbe to run and walk as fast as other people, but i am happy for who i am, and not anyone elce that can run fas, and not trip up when they run and when they walk, but i don't care anymore i am, who i am and thats the way its going to stay. Sometimes when ever i see people who are running fast or playing sports, sure i get upset that i may not get a chance to join them, bcause i can't run that fast. Some people don't know how it feels to get left out and forgottin, somepeople don't even care. But you know what somtimes there the ones that feels that way. Thats why there are bullys in the world, because they think that they are better then everybody elce.To me i think that, that is just wrong, because everybody in the world should decerb a chance, even if thay are mad or sad. Even if they are black you still shoulden't pick on them and call them bad names, They have feelings just as much as anyone elce. Even if there are people who are poor, Take the people all across Canada, that are poor, they to need respect because they have to family, no friends or even a home. If you ask me i think that everybody decerbs a home, a family and friends. I am going to Ottawa and other people in the school isen't so aha. I used to get teased alot because of my disabily, i diden't want to go to school because people where saying so many mean stuff to me, i coulden't take it anymore so i told my teacher and she told me to go to she gideance councler and tell her about my problems and how i would almost cry everytime someone would say mean things to me. I went to the princealbe onece and the person who was teaseing me got ponashed.People who are fat, think that they are ugly and don't decerb to live, but they are wrong even fat people have boyfriends or husbands. How do i know this? because i to felt this way, i diden't want to look in the marrow, or go outside. I would cry everyday becuse i diden't like the way i looked, I coulden't even look at pictures of myself. I knew something had to be done, so i told my family and closeest friends about it. They have all told me the same thing, your not ugly and fat. So after a little while, i have thought about what they had said, and now i think someone is out there waiting for me, and i don't know when and i don't know how, all i know is that one special guy is out there, and someday that guy well come to me. Even my bestfriend has told me that i am perfet in everyway, and at first i diden't belive he, but now, i can look in the marrow , I may not see me skinny, in my heart i do and thats all that really matters. I say to myslef, am i really the girl i thought i could never be? and then i say to myslef again, Yes i am the girl i thought i could never be, because it came from the heart and thats all that is important. Sometimes when i see really pritty girls, sure i cry, but who cares maybe they wheren't always so pretty and populor, maybe they used to be ugly and unpopulor. When i put it that way, i belive that it true. Not everybody is perfect. What kinda world would we be liveing in if everybody was perfect?, So how come i can never be like them? how come i can't walk perfect and be populor like the ones who think that they are when there really not? god only knows the true anwser, and the anwser is be yourself and don't think what other people think because your, your own slef and god made you the way that you are. Maybe someday you well become the girl of your dreams, if you try and try again that well happan. please don't let anyone push you around, If someone says that you are ugly, just say that you are and walk away. That is the most important thing to do. Thats like if someone asks you to do something you really don't want to do, just say NO and walk away, thats the same idea as to what i just told you. Reamber there maybe more then one person out there that thinks there all that, but there well always be only one you.
Thank-you
Bye Ashley Holden

Piczo