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My friends always told me
That you would make me cry
My friends always told me
That you would always lie
My friends always told me
That I will find some one new
But my friends never told me
My heart will always want you.
~Crazy~
Boy, u have got me so crazy about u!
And Im not sure what to do.
Everytime i look at u,
U make me smile and happy 2.
My heart races faster and i begin to blush,
From head to toe I feel my blood rush.
U make my day when u smle at me.
Even if its just 4 a second i no u thought of me.
Even if u dont love me now ill still love u.
Because I no someday you well love me 2!
*ThE nOt So PeRfeCt GuY~
If you ask me what i look for in a guy
I will say that i look for a guy who tryz
A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings
And not someone who will try to buy my luv wit diamond rings
Im not asking for the so called "perfect guy"
Just some who will be there for me if i need to cry
someone who will always care
someone who will lend a hand and will always be there*
*Frozen Tear*
Even though I said that final good-bye
Even though it was all up to me
I still cry
I still cry for when we were the best of friends
For the nights we spent together
And for what was never suppose to be
I cry not for u or me but because of what was never there
I cry for what was in my mind and how it will never be again
To stop crying is something I somewhat learned from u
Too many kisses led to the tragedy
Too many hugs that felt for nothing
Too many tears frozen just because of that one simple good-bye
Too many emotions defrosted because I stood up for myself and lost someone special
But that’s in the past and that’s where it needs to stay
Forever I will remember the frozen tear that meant so much to me and nothing to u
One more frozen tear cried and I will forever say my final good-bye.
-Die for love-
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love….
I'm giving up on loving
you I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I dont, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now i know what love is all about
You're happy then u cry and cry
Where there was truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who thought it would?
*U*
I've got a crush on U,
I've had one since the day i met U,
I've only known U a year,
The thought of us together,
only brings me a tear,
because i know it will take a lifetime,
For U to finally see,
How much U really mean to ME
~5 Months Later~
5 months later she still wonders why...
5 months later he kisses another goodbye.
5 months later she sits alone and cries...
5 months later he's still telling his lies.
5 months later she still cares...
5 months later he wouldn't dare.
5 months later she still thinks of him...
5 months later she cries... inside he slowly dies...
~*~*have u ever*~*~
have u ever just sat and cried
all because the one you love lied
have u ever wondered why should i try
when all that boy does is make me cry
have u ever just played your part
even though u knew he'd been cheatin on u from the start
have u ever loved somebody in every way
to the point u didn't know what to say
have u ever just came apart
because the one u loved played with ur heart
have u ever wished upon a star
but that wish never went very far
have u ever laid down at night
and thought why did i start that stupid fight
have u ever felt used
and all this time been confused
have u ever felt like giving up
when u had your girls beside u always cheering u up
are u tired of writing ur 1st name with his last
knowing it will never be
*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak* *as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand hand and hand*
*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*
..:::My feelings for You:::..
My heart flutters,
My hands shake,
My feelings for you
are beyond heaven's gate,
Those feelings I have for
you are pure,
This I know for sure.
Without you I am incomplete,
Because your love for me is so sweet!!
-Wanting you-
Looking deeply into your seductive blue eyes
Visions of us together my only paradise
Your arms wrapped around me so tight
Would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right
Your body's gentle caress upon mine
That sexy little smile when you look at me
No other guy can compare I want you to see
Wanting you to be all mine in every way
Your the only one in my thoughts every day
It would be my fantasy my dream come true
The day I can say I have you